I'm really down now. After hearing what happen to her, i felt useless, guilty, and blur. Useless is cause i can't be there for her. Guilty is because i made her angry for what i said to her that evening. Blur, maybe is just blank.

I really don't know what to do. All i can think of is be strong with her, and not emo over it. Help her in anyway i can. Be there, maybe not in person, for her.




Cause, i just simply love Elmo.