Time check now is like freaking 350am! And i'm still awake! Why is that so? Is there something in my mind that i want to speak up but i can't? If so? Why? cause i scared that if i voice out, i'll hurt someone and might even lose that person?

How i wish i can just tell someone. And i understand what's the meaning of a particular sentence that someone told me off once. The pain that's in that sentence.

Here's a shout out to Alina Ng, my secondary school friend. Well, she didn't did anything special. All she did was she will do her best to talk to me everyday. Ask about how are things going on with me and her. About my daily stuff. I did the same too. I'll also vent my angry to her. (I'm so sorry Alina.) She also wishes us all the best. Well, Alina, if by any chance you saw this post, i also wishes you all the best with you and your man. I seriously hope that you two can be long lasting till you two get married. And i'll be there when you are getting married! Thanks for being there for me when i'm down. And you know i'll be there for you when you're down too!