Attended Gerald's birthday chalet over at Pasir Ris. I went there early to help out. The rest of the secondary school friends start coming at about 7pm. I really did some catching up with most of them. Most of the guys have graduate and waiting for army. Good luck to them! Shared my experience with them. Let them have some mental prepare. All my friends were shocked that i've backbone fracture. =X

Went home at about 11plus.

Today, went to hospital to do my physio. I felt asleep while i was with the machine. Damn sleepy! Did some back-strenghtening excersice for about an hour and went back to mom's shop to help out. Met some of the old customers. All were super shock to see me there! Made me so happy cause at least i know that no one have forgotten about me.

Mom let me off early so that i can play basketball back home. But after taking my back, i went to find 'sister' instead. Is actually a habit for me whenever i'm near her working place. Plus, it's just behind my mom's working place. Went to greet her. I never fail to suprise her! So we started talking. She asked me how's everything and i just said so-so. This sister of mine can seriously read me like a damn story book! She asked, " Just so-so?" I just said yeah. I don't know where to start. I want to tell her i'm not okay acutally. But i just don't know how. So after much questioning from her, i just spill everything out.

I told her what i'm curious about and she explained her point of view. Made me understand more. She also advise me to know more ladies first. Understand ladies. Then get into a relationship. And she continue from there. Showed me an article about friendship is very important. So now, i'll treasure my friends and my family members! Guess that they are all i've got. Thanks sister!


Guess i should start learning how to understand ladies. Any teacher?

Austin went to Thailand for his training, and soon, he's going to POP again. As for Alex, he's going to brunei for his training too.

Have the feeling that people around me are leaving me; one by one. History is repeating itself again. I really hate this feeling. But i guess i can't do anything about it?

Had fun yesterday night. Wilson, Chun Gee, Mah and me went round to different places for our nights out. First we went to Bugis to get my NUM sandals. Then we went to Mac to grab a small bite. Went to Topman to look for clothes later. Couldn't find a nice pair for straight-cut pants for myself. Actually, there's one. But i don't like the part which is suppose to be zip but it's buttons. It'll be like so difficult to pee when you are on high tide! Brought Mah to the new shopping mall at Bugis. It's the second time i went there. Nothing much either. Arcade was big and the screen is damn nice! Timbre was the next stop. Just to have a look. Located opposite SMU.

Next stop, went to Haji Lane to find Jacky's shop. Sad to say, their shop closed early when we went there. Guess i'll drop by some other day then; earlier next time. Then we walked our way to Clerk Quey. Since it's thursday night, TONS of people over there! Lots of Ang MOs i say. Then Mah suddenly said he got craving for beer. So he went to the nearest 7-11 and bought a can of Heineken. He knows that i didn't drink before, so he offer me a mouth. I was scared, cause i thought it will be bitter, so i asked him to drink first. Plus he bought it, so of course he must drink first. Then he passed to me. I still not prepared, so asked him to drink again. Then later, i just have a mouthfull. To my suprised, it's not that bad actually. Just abit dry. Then the beer was shared among the 4 of us.

Then it was back to camp. On the way back in the train, we keep talking about what happen just now. About the different people we met. Then decided where to go the next time!

FUN!








it's about a moth plus since i last saw you. now, i'm like so close of giving up. so close of saying to you, "Thnks Fr Th Mmrs". it's really starting to kill me inside. all i want is to be smile the way when i'm with you. today after seeing a chinnnnnna couples infront of me while i'm listening to my ipod on my traing home, i suddenly have the feeling that i'm blessed that i'm still single. should it be that way? help me to understand more. guess that when you really give me the answer that time, i'll sad either. is it me that can't read between the lines?

Artist: Wonder Girls
Title: Nobody



This is ONE of the Korean songs that i enjoy. Damn catchy. The MV is funny and they dance, damn they are HOT!

Great Job girls!


HOT!


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Yubin(21), Ye Eun(20), Sunye(20), Sun Mi(17), Sohee(17). *Names not as followed to the photo.

Just came back from Jemie's birthday party. Actually not really a party either, gathering perhaps? It's been a few years since i last met her. Went over to England to have a scholarship for her music. So this time she came back for a short holiday. Going back on the 2nd of May. It's a 9 year friendship actually. How time flies~

Anyway, i guess i'm happier now. At least i've done what i want to do or what i want to give to her. Is like a goal, so at least complete it.

Anyway, going off to sleep now. Have guard duty later on. FULL DAY! Gosh.

Today went to Tampines Mall 1 and look for the new shop in Singapore, Uniqol. However, it's damn packed. Have to queue up to enter the shop. The queue turned into the toilet pathway! That's how long it is. Maybe today is the first official day for opening. So i shop at Topman instead. Bought a pair of shoes. Overall view about TM1 is good. Got shops that have in town. However, the only thing that it doesn't have is a theater!

Next, watch Fast and Furious 4 at TM. It's a nice show as i've waiting for it since the day i got news about this show. Nice cars and of course sexy, hot ladies dancing infront of those cars! Did i tell you that Jordana Brewster is damn hot in that movie? oh mama!


Fast & Furious 4!


The new shoe i bought!

Guess this time he's out of his wits. He really don't know what to do. Feeling so helpless. Should he just give up or wait. Wait for the day that she'll really talk to him once more.

Seems like history is repeating again and again for him, time over time. For the past few days, he kept asking if this is just a crush? He did text her but just no reply from her. He scared that all his messages will bother her not not like giving her space. But can't she just tell him. ANYTHING will do. Even if she doesn't want to date him, just tell him. At least he can move on. She said she's busy, can't just spare a little portion of her time for him? Guess he's asking too much.

Life is just so painful to live in. He really needs help from any of the readers this time.




I don't know why I miss you so much,
I don't know why I still feel your touch.
You left me feeling high and dry,
With nothing but the question why.

I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection.

If you call me today,
I'll say that I'm fine.
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice,
It's just a lie.

Does my love for you is deep and meaningless?
Am i too much?

Just got back from the hospital for my physio at AH. Took a bus and accidentally saw this dope guy texting his girl this, " Baby, you are so irresponsible. You make me want you so much." And he sent. This sentence alone took him like 2 mins to text it out? After that, i was like "WHAT THE FUCK? Broad daylight and he sounds so chessy. Get a room dude!"

He was wearing a Starbucks polo and a skinny black pants with earring on each of his ears. He wear glasses, frameless. Fashion police will sure to arrest that SOAB!

Love Facebook more and more. i can express whatever i want, when i want.

Don't have to blog out every time i got something to express out.

Came across this old song. Felt that maybe that's what i want to put across. Maybe i'm just emo.

Artist: Michelle Branch
Title: Goodbye to you

Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the star fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

It just hurts so much.





Counting the days that passed him by; dreadfully.