i just love the time we spend together. And i love the things we do together, like introduce songs to each other.

I really love her, no matter what is blocking infront of me, all i want now is to see her smile everyday! I'll do my best to make her happy and hear her laugh.

Finally dance at Dblo. Not shy anymore! Had a GREAT night at the dancefloor. Realised that i'm abit better C-Walker than most of the people there. So fun! Well, there are things that i want to write it here. But i think i'll just leave it the way it is. Although it hurts me alot, but i'll just swallow it and hush. All i want was her to be happy.

Went home today, talked to Ryker, and suddenly, i got emotional. Tears just rolled down my cheek. I so want to cry after that but i couldn't. Then just now at about 1220, i wanted to cry again. But i think this time i hold back.

I don't want anything to change after she has read this post. I also can't believe that i told T to be strong. We are sort of "rival" and i told him to be strong? And later i was told to stand back. Guess i don't know how to fight for what i want yet.

I Love Her, i really do. I don't care about her past.

Peace