Today i'm fucking pissed off. The next duty shift guys came like an hour and a half late! Made me got home late. Didn't have enough rest either.

She added me on facebook. I was shocked. Looked at her profile, realised that she's engaged. I was blurred at that time but i've already made my mental preparation before. My feelings told me before that it's obvious that she doesn't like me anymore. So now, i've to move on.

I took my posting yesterday, and i'm posted to 9 Div HQ. Have to report on Wednesday morning. Heard it's a stay out vocation. So i guess it will be a 8-5 job? Hope the very best of me.




I'm moving on; TRYING very hard again.

Went to Marcau Cafe with cousin to chill. His forum friends were there. I had a fun time!

Not sleeping tonight. Have to be out of house like 7am to do my guard duty later.

Watching video!

I've watch this movie for three times. It's a cute, lovely movie. At some part of the movie, i was like in the movie. Maybe i want that type of friends and live. Maybe just for a night.

She said: " The world is broken into pieces and it's everybody's job to find them and put them back together again."
He said: " Well, maybe we were the pieces. Maybe we are not suppose to find the pieces, maybe we are the pieces."





I've tried to stay happy for the past one week. And i'm happy. But yesterday, i just felt down again. Is it really that difficult to stay happy?